Prayer

Lord of all mercy, I thank You for every breath that I take, for every step that I take. I know, God. I’m not much of Your obedient servant, I’m more like that number one hundred goat sheep, that lost child, an ultimate sinner.

Lord off all mercy, please spare my life, even if I deemed to the deepest darkness ever exist, I hope that You’ll hear me.

Lord, I know that I don’t have any right to ask to You again. Not since I turn my back on you. I know that I made a lot of sin, so it would flood me like an ocean.

Oh God, never I feel so helpless, never I feel so down. I know my existence is nothing, I don’t exist in others memory. I stop asking to go to Heaven and be one of Your heir, since I know I didn’t worth it at all.

But Lord, please spare me.
My knees are sinking deep into the ground, my shoulder bend for this heavy load of cross that I carry. It is my fault I’m aware, and I’m in no position to ask You for forgiveness.

I’m broke my Lord, busted to every single bone exist in me, to every single blood cell floating inside my vein.

Oh please spare me, my Lord. Please!

For this the only hope I have, for You is the one that I look for, I hope for, I fear the most.
Please my Lord, help me, and guide me through out all of this.
Be my cross my Lord.
Walk in front of me will you Dear God, and be my guide.
Walk beside me, will you Dear God, and be my friend.
Walk behind me, will you Dear God, and be my support

Guide me so I won’t get stumble and fall, nor my head get struck and knock me down.

Be with me Lord, because beside you no other else can.

No, I don’t want you to take this cross away from me, because I know that it is mine. But please walk with me, be with me, so I can go and through all this and shall I shout.

Because of guidance of Lord Jesus, my Mighty God, I can through all this.

Thank you, God, for hearing me.
Thank you, Amen.